I think when he retired he said he'd be unlikely to drive in the enduros this year. He never really figured in much discussion before enduro announcements were made.
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John Bowe on the road to recovery
Article from: Sunday Herald Sun
James Bresnehan
November 16, 2008 12:00am
BEHIND the wheel of a thundering V8, cocooned in a steel rollcage, sheathed by fireproof clothing and helmet, John Bowe felt at home.
Racing cars was his job, his love, his life for 22 years -- and he was good at it.
No driver has contested more V8 Supercar races than the likeable 55-year-old driver from Devonport.
But stepping out of the sport at the end of last year left Bowe disoriented and detached.
He spiralled into despair and clinical depression.
"Some days you just don't want to get out of bed - that's how I was," Bowe said.
"I was lost."
Not surprisingly, it is in the seat of a race car that he is reclaiming his sense of self and, more importantly, has found passion and joy again.
A year after his retirement from V8s, "JB" will return to his home track, Symmons Plains, next weekend to race a 1969 Camaro in the Biante Touring Car Masters.
"This drive happened along at the right time because I was still struggling with the fact that I was not a full-time V8 driver," he said.
"I was a full-time professional for so long it just became such a big part of my life. You live, eat, breathe it."
Bowe won Bathurst twice, was Australian Touring Car Champion in 1995, contested a record 373 V8 Supercar races for 34 wins and 90 podium finishes.
"Now I've had some time to think about it, I was struggling over the past couple of years with the fact that I was going to retire, knowing it was coming," he said.
"But it was nothing like the impact it had on me when it arrived - it was a shattering loss. I started to suffer from depression, which is not very pleasant.
"I felt down in the dumps all the time. You get to the stage where you can't deal with day-to-day actions, and sometimes I got so bad I didn't want to get out of bed. It's terrible, such a life-changing thing."
Bowe is not the first Australian sportstar to suffer depression.
The list includes Olympians Leisel Jones, Raelene Boyle and Matt Mitcham, AFL players Nathan Thompson and Wayne Schwass, NRL legend Andrew Johns and Socceroo Mark Bosnich.
Beyondblue national chairman Jeff Kennett said 15 per cent of the sporting elite suffered depression.
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